Changing Gears

Ill Nino - What Comes Around(Resident Evil OST)
Now this song has been really striking home with me as of late. Now as you read through this I want you to realize that I don't necessarily akin myself with every single lyric. I'll let you guys decide for yourselves.

I hate you. I hate you - shut up...

You think that I'm the one to blame
Everything I lose is just a piece of what there is
to gain
You think it's cool and all is fine
Now is the day when you pay, this is my time
I feel for you nothing but pain
I am what you will be, you are dying in me
I love you, I hate you, I miss you...

You're always thinking you're so perfect
Those thoughts drove me away from home
But if you put me through your tests
Then I will fade

I have nothing to say
But I feel like my mouth is wide open
Everything that is real
Comes around
Comes around...

Shut up...

Your stupid face just makes me sick
I see you changing every day
To fit into the newest clique
I know you, but everything you do
Is just a part of you, you'll never see the truth
I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the way you think you're real
Your one voice it destroys my one choice

You're always thinking you're so perfect
Those thoughts drove me away from home
But if you put me through your tests
Then I will fade

I have nothing to say
But I feel like my mouth is wide open
Everything that is real
Comes around
Comes around...

Tu vida es mia
Your fear is living here in me

Es que no entiendo come en la vida puedes acer
La paz entre nostros cuando no vas a decir
Y la gratitude que tu nunca vas a ver
Has now turned to hate

I have nothing to say
But I feel like my mouth is wide open
Everything that is real
Comes around
Comes around...

Shut up!

Now I really don't think I need to type why I relate to this song. It should be pretty obvious. I also don't hate her so don't go off thinking that. Trust me if I did this would be so much easier. Infact I still love her with all of my heart and will do so until she kills me. Take that as you will. Anyways I'm off to go over <-------------------- that way which is where my bed is. See ya!