Determination

This song has hit home like no other has before it. It has been almost two weeks since my world came to an sudden end, and each day seems to get longer. I believe deep down in my heart that in the end she will still be the one for me, but it hurts so much right now. In the end this will have been a good thing and I did handle alot of it wrong but right now it just plain sucks. I find myself hoping God does prove my strong belief that she is my soulmate wrong but I doubt that will be the case. For now I sit back and take life one eternally lasting day at a time. I am also determined to stay celibate in every form until the day comes where we're together again. If I can't do that then I don't deserve her. I also am determined to rekindle my old friendship with Frank, though I will give it a few until I embark on that quest. I'll let you guys go with the song I was talking about before my spleal.

Killswitch Engage: The End Of Heartache

Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart