Poorly Thought Out.....But Fuck It
I was supposed to go over to Ball State this evening to hang out with my sister and another good friend of mine, but opted to take a chance on something fun happening over here. Did my gamble pay off you ask? For the most part yes. We went to Hookah and it was all good fun once we started to loosen up and I did something I've never done before, not even with Lisha, I danced. Now granted I did make an ass of myself but for some reason girls were still willing to grind on me, go figure. Now that was about where the fun stopped. I started to feel very guilty. I know I have absolutely no reason to feel guilty for what I did, but I do..
So after that escapade we attempted failed party plans, that's always a plus. So we went home. On the way home I was granted the priviledge of listening to love songs. YES! Then the worst idea ever struck me, and believe me when I tell you that I was positive it would be sure-fire. I would write Lisha a song and record it. Well yeah, I have the lyrics and some music, but I can't sing. I also need to get more imaginative on my guitar with it. But anyways I'll post the beta-Lyrics for you in this post. PLEASE comment on this. I also will have a sample of my horrible crooning for you to download. It's not anywhere near done but it's 4:40am and hell I just started around 4. So I think I did pretty damn good. Though I doubt my opinion will remain the same in the morrow. So here they are............
From the first time
I knew who you were
I knew you would have to be mine
From the last time
you've broken my heart
it only made me surer
your presence
your love
its all I want
It's I could ever ask for
you left me here
all by myself
telling me to just move on
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
I won't ever stop
and I won't let you
I can't have you
fade to just a memory
Memories will fade
But not mine of you
its exactly what
true love will do
love comes and it goes
but not mine for you
and I know you feel
the same way I do
as soon as you're ready
right here I will be
waiting to start anew
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
I won't ever stop
and I won't let you
I can't have you
become just a memory
Alicia, the one I adore
the one I love more
then anything else in this world
please forgive my mistakes
just give me a chance
I can offer you so much more
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
Alicia, the one I adore
the one I love more
then anything else in this world
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
Now remember these ARE just tentative and are subject to change at my whim, so don't get too nasty with the comments. Now if you would like to destroy your ears..............
CLICK HERE
I just had to go sign up for a webpage to do that v_v;; Anyways I got a very touching message from someone today and I just wanted to say thank you sooo much for being there and I appreciate what you said alot. So if I don't e-mail you back, and you know who you are, there ya have it. Now I'm going to bed, feel free to call me anytime tomorrow anyone who happens to have my number. See you guys and goodnight.............
PS. Don't be too harsh on my singing, I already know it sucks!
PSS. This is an edit an hour or so after original posting. I'm going to try to get back into the swing of not always publishing depressing ass sob stories, and as a treat of what probaly won't come for awhile, I give you Canadian Milk Farmers Rapping!!!!!!!!!!
HERE
And if you are bored and like crude humor go to TheToiletOnline.com Check out Super Retarded Dog as well as the others! And don't come whining to me if you get offended, you're the jerkass who clicked the link! Thanks to Attack of the Show! for letting me in on all of this fun stuff! Now I really am going to bed....
So after that escapade we attempted failed party plans, that's always a plus. So we went home. On the way home I was granted the priviledge of listening to love songs. YES! Then the worst idea ever struck me, and believe me when I tell you that I was positive it would be sure-fire. I would write Lisha a song and record it. Well yeah, I have the lyrics and some music, but I can't sing. I also need to get more imaginative on my guitar with it. But anyways I'll post the beta-Lyrics for you in this post. PLEASE comment on this. I also will have a sample of my horrible crooning for you to download. It's not anywhere near done but it's 4:40am and hell I just started around 4. So I think I did pretty damn good. Though I doubt my opinion will remain the same in the morrow. So here they are............
From the first time
I knew who you were
I knew you would have to be mine
From the last time
you've broken my heart
it only made me surer
your presence
your love
its all I want
It's I could ever ask for
you left me here
all by myself
telling me to just move on
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
I won't ever stop
and I won't let you
I can't have you
fade to just a memory
Memories will fade
But not mine of you
its exactly what
true love will do
love comes and it goes
but not mine for you
and I know you feel
the same way I do
as soon as you're ready
right here I will be
waiting to start anew
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
I won't ever stop
and I won't let you
I can't have you
become just a memory
Alicia, the one I adore
the one I love more
then anything else in this world
please forgive my mistakes
just give me a chance
I can offer you so much more
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
Alicia, the one I adore
the one I love more
then anything else in this world
I won't ever stop to forget you
cuz I know somewhere deep down
that you love me too
Now remember these ARE just tentative and are subject to change at my whim, so don't get too nasty with the comments. Now if you would like to destroy your ears..............
CLICK HERE
I just had to go sign up for a webpage to do that v_v;; Anyways I got a very touching message from someone today and I just wanted to say thank you sooo much for being there and I appreciate what you said alot. So if I don't e-mail you back, and you know who you are, there ya have it. Now I'm going to bed, feel free to call me anytime tomorrow anyone who happens to have my number. See you guys and goodnight.............
PS. Don't be too harsh on my singing, I already know it sucks!
PSS. This is an edit an hour or so after original posting. I'm going to try to get back into the swing of not always publishing depressing ass sob stories, and as a treat of what probaly won't come for awhile, I give you Canadian Milk Farmers Rapping!!!!!!!!!!
HERE
And if you are bored and like crude humor go to TheToiletOnline.com Check out Super Retarded Dog as well as the others! And don't come whining to me if you get offended, you're the jerkass who clicked the link! Thanks to Attack of the Show! for letting me in on all of this fun stuff! Now I really am going to bed....
posted by Betty at 5:04 AM
1 comments
1 Comments:
I'm glad that you had fun.. I'm sorry that in the end you felt guilty for having fun, that included having fun with girls. I know I had a blast, but I could see something was wrong, and a part of me wondered if I had accidently overstepped boundaries somehow and did that to you. You're a great person Ryne, and I adore you more then worlds could ever say. Healing is going to take a long time baby, but it'll get easier, you have all of us behind you. And you know.. my cellphone is on all the time.. I'm your friend... Remember that ok?
Post a Comment
<< Home