Why Isn't There a Fuckin' List?

Ever thought there should be a list of people who should just be shot on sight? I mean granted, if there were such a list, I'd more then likely be on the damn thing. SO I gues it is a good thing there is no such list, but still I WANT THERE TO BE DAMMIT. Just for tonight. My food is half cold half hot....mind boggling.

So what brought me to a homicidal standpoint on life was soccer. Well not the sport, more of the players on my indoor team. Today was the last day of session 1, think of this as a "season". Session 2 begins on Jan 3rd. So my dad who is the goalie/coach was asking who wanted to play Session 2, since the $500 fee for the team would be due on the 19th of this month. So after hour first game during a little R&R with "George", we watched a movie for you sick bastards out there, my dad recieves a phone call from one of the players saying that two other players wouldn't play next session if certain people were going to play. Now if the people that were being alienated in this were FUCKASSES then it wouldn't have bothered me, however that wasn't the case. THe two players that these two self appointed "team best" were wanting off the team in order for their services aren't half bad. I swear it's only the fact that one is severely disordered in the ways of learning and the other can't exactly ...............run. But they can play some damn good defense. It just pisses me off.

We didn't win one game all season. It doesn't bother me at all. Why you may ask, because I knew we wouldn't win. 90% of our team had never played indoor and had never really played REAL soccer, just the games in Rossville, so I didn't expect much. But they did improve during the session. Please note: I'm not saying I'm fuggin' awesome, because I played the worst I've ever played EVER during the session, just I knew what was coming and that it is different then playing outside. Anyways, people fuckin' piss me off and I'm tired of typing....see ya.........