Here's To Skinned Knees
Well tomorrow night starts this season of indoor soccer for me. YAY! So all of you are more then welcome to attend games to laugh. As far as other aspects of my life I plan on attending Ball State next fall unless things change between now and then. I'm torn between really wanting her to come back so I don't leave but right now I'm not sure I could take her back right away. Even though I still love her. I would be glad to have her in my life again in anyway though. This has been really tough and even though its been a great growing experience I still would have rather not lost someone so dear to me. My moments of weakness are growing smaller as time goes on but I still find it hard to go a few hours without thinking about her. I really hope none of you ever have to go through something like this.
I've also decided that since I'm unsure if I can take her back right away if she came back that I'm not going to sit around and wait for her either. I will try to prove myself wrong and acknowledge the option of dating other people. I'm also taking this time to better myself. Anyways I have to go to work now so I'll post more some other time.
I've also decided that since I'm unsure if I can take her back right away if she came back that I'm not going to sit around and wait for her either. I will try to prove myself wrong and acknowledge the option of dating other people. I'm also taking this time to better myself. Anyways I have to go to work now so I'll post more some other time.
posted by Betty at 9:44 PM
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Pain does heal, with time. Though sometimes the thought of finally letting go feels worse then the actual pain. I've been in your shoes babe. 2 years of lies tore us apart. Unfortunatley I was the one that had to walk away, so I didn't hurt anymore. And there are still some times that I do still think of what might have been, but I know I'm better off. Love is not easy to conquer, and it's certainly not easy to overcome when you lose it, but you're doing a good job of keeping your mind off it the best that you can. You know you mean the world to me. That was proven back in our walmart days (oh how I miss those by the way) and it hasn't stopped now. I'd be crushed if you ended up leaving over such a long distance, but I also know how much you miss it there. Whatever you decide know I'm here to support you as a friend.
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